i'm back...

its been long time i din share anything here... dunno y... lazy or dun want share better. or share oso do not hav the right..... recently so busy... tmr will come to the end of CNY... everything seems so fast... suppose i have a rport to complete.. maybe i so lazy to complete it.. or after i knw i'm so lucky to pass up during week9.. i have presentes the presentation that i scred the most... becoz it is a individual assignment , where oni me to help myself.. so abit stress. somtimes, i am so angry myself.. becoz i dunno what kind of study method oni suit me... the surprise me is.. everytime i spent alot of time to complete or do for a work... eventually the last minute 1 only get praised from lecturer... or the last minute effort oni the best result... i hate... becoz i'm tos gan zeong type, if u ask me to do work last minute.. i sure stress and complete it simply.. i abit regret that day i do it last minute.. but the next day happened was the last minute part i get praised by lecturer.. yet the early work got problem.... sigh.... who am i ?? i wondering so...

CNY ?? oh, this was the tiring CNY ever happened in my life... this year i no longer feel sad becoz dad is not around to have dinner with us.. coz i accepted it.. maybe.. or i could say my mum kept cook and cook even i scared my favorite ----prawn... my mum started prepared for CNY since the CNY eve.. and me and my siblings was control my mum so that she can rest... well, my mum is too proud to show off her cooking d. We juz finished our lunch wash plates. my mum start finding food from the fridge and prepared for dinner. see, this is y i said control my mum... coz our of us scared my mum too tired not rest enough then pengsan.. it is so so many food. even i felt we a bit boros to have our food. if can , i rather my mum cook less and use part of the money to buy food to diable home or old folks home, becoz whenever come to this kind of season.. they are the ppl who sad that their parent dun want them , lack of love... kind a bit guilty that doing charity work lesser compare with previous year.. pormised myself to buy some thing to them but at the end tos money become part of my shit....

well, i think the most happy news that i received in this year is get praised by some ppl v dun even meet before.. haha.. they are kouky's parents.. still the word "obedient" . alalala~ no more pretty d meh?? haha.. nvm la. obedient oso good wat.. haha... and i got the oats cookies from his mum... hehe.. this is wat i hope to have long long ago. haha.. coz every cookies consists of love ma. ngek ngek~~~ =p my sis asking me to leave some for her.. omg, i think i cat wait to finished it d... wahahaha~~