may our path not meet anymore!!

seriously i very unhappy and angry with my groupmate, they like to do last minute work , i purposely have the meeting early to let them do work they still the same, the suck is they did the work to me before 2 hours submit to me, u all imagine this kind of attitude how to survive in the future. now i realize why no matter how close the fren they have they separate for assignment. i think their frens are very clever. and this is my 1st time becoz of my assignment cry... they not understand my situation yet still want wrote something in the wall said i'm not good enough or wat. i did the whole editing, the 1st assignment also almost done by me.. y they did not appreciate or say thank you instaed they scold and blame me behind... as a group leader of coz i have to make sure all the work they done well, if not good ma edit lo.. y at behind said me dont bother them... hello, u are affecting my mark u know.?? how could i not care?? i strive so much for last sem to pull up my mark if this sem becoz of this bad group i serious i will blame till end of ur life.... i'm not like u all care or dont care or pass thats it... ur concept for ur life pls dont apply to other groupmate there. they oso nit to survive 1... seriously,i really fed up with those ppl. the attittude problem , the last minute behavior. i juz can say dont blame on others who help u to get more mark.. really fucking unhappy ... what not good either , excuse me, i know my level till where thats y i only work hard to get mark .. what did u all do?? copy the last assignment like hell. and makes me edit like hell.. use ur brain oso lazy. really study for almost 3 years the first time i ever met the sucks group in my life. pls, may our path not meet again.

depress Apple

compare warrior rather than loser

i'm trying not to post unhappy things in my blog... but cant avoid it. maybe this is the way ppl get relief after expressed... i alwis thinking we are the best couple in ppl's eyes, but recently i felt so scared the words of " used to it". becoz if we used to it, we might used to something that people did wrong... i cant accept it actually... used to the laziness of u? used to the 1 alwis said tired? used to the bad temper u have?? used to the one u wont start ur revision ealier?? actually i really wish to cry juznw...i went to westlake alone, dun wish to go back my room. i dunno y u alwis said i going crazy when talk about food... but do u knw i was angry whenever i ready to eat with u but i wait and wait at the end the answer is go buy yourself and buy for me too... and get scolded even i try to beg u for it. i alwis get angry whenever come to final. becoz i cant bear with the attitude u face the final.. i have been observed for so long... whenever come to final u sure got a lot of plans for game, last time u go left to dead, now fishing... i din say fishing not good. if it is ur hobby it is good to train one patient. the thing is why would u like to choose the time which rarely got ppl go fishing, mid night till morning... my gosh.... y must u choose this time... or u alrd know u din sleep for whole night then what for go to the next program in the morning, juz take a rest at home so that got enough spirit to do revision la. u can say i alwis nervous to my studies, ur frens they wont... but did u observed deeply, ur fren actually got time themselves when to study, when to play... u alwis observed the playful of ur frens but never observed the hardwork they give... cant u compare with someone who stronger than u??? then u will aim more higher... after i was under probation, u sure cant accept what i said, becoz u felt now u are stronger than me... if like this, i rather fight more even stronger to prove u shouldn't at the stage, ur abiliy is not only at this stage or even can over me a lot... man, dun alwis feel cukup makan then enough d... a man should have abit greedy for their expectation wan.. i wish to meet the u in foundation who fight for better future... if today i said all this get u felt no face or what then whatever, becoz i felt if i still remain silent even there is some mistake u did, then i'm not a good gf. good words alwis hard to listen...

重新出发

最近很累，面对的东西多了，压力大了。

或许这就是人生。

很怕在失败的感觉，所以内心有了无形的压力却家人是不会了解的。

突然想改造一下内心世界，就连这部落格也用新的一面背景。。。。。那朵花很像我。。。。

想学习不再畏惧，不再埋怨，积极面对。。。。。

希望我的明天不一样是因为有更好的开始。。。。

有时觉得海浪很适合引用我们的人生。。

因为人生，

有时会风平浪静，

有时会海浪汹涌，

而我们就是在这种情况变得更懂得接受与面对。。。。

i'm back...

its been long time i din share anything here... dunno y... lazy or dun want share better. or share oso do not hav the right..... recently so busy... tmr will come to the end of CNY... everything seems so fast... suppose i have a rport to complete.. maybe i so lazy to complete it.. or after i knw i'm so lucky to pass up during week9.. i have presentes the presentation that i scred the most... becoz it is a individual assignment , where oni me to help myself.. so abit stress. somtimes, i am so angry myself.. becoz i dunno what kind of study method oni suit me... the surprise me is.. everytime i spent alot of time to complete or do for a work... eventually the last minute 1 only get praised from lecturer... or the last minute effort oni the best result... i hate... becoz i'm tos gan zeong type, if u ask me to do work last minute.. i sure stress and complete it simply.. i abit regret that day i do it last minute.. but the next day happened was the last minute part i get praised by lecturer.. yet the early work got problem.... sigh.... who am i ?? i wondering so...

CNY ?? oh, this was the tiring CNY ever happened in my life... this year i no longer feel sad becoz dad is not around to have dinner with us.. coz i accepted it.. maybe.. or i could say my mum kept cook and cook even i scared my favorite ----prawn... my mum started prepared for CNY since the CNY eve.. and me and my siblings was control my mum so that she can rest... well, my mum is too proud to show off her cooking d. We juz finished our lunch wash plates. my mum start finding food from the fridge and prepared for dinner. see, this is y i said control my mum... coz our of us scared my mum too tired not rest enough then pengsan.. it is so so many food. even i felt we a bit boros to have our food. if can , i rather my mum cook less and use part of the money to buy food to diable home or old folks home, becoz whenever come to this kind of season.. they are the ppl who sad that their parent dun want them , lack of love... kind a bit guilty that doing charity work lesser compare with previous year.. pormised myself to buy some thing to them but at the end tos money become part of my shit....

well, i think the most happy news that i received in this year is get praised by some ppl v dun even meet before.. haha.. they are kouky's parents.. still the word "obedient" . alalala~ no more pretty d meh?? haha.. nvm la. obedient oso good wat.. haha... and i got the oats cookies from his mum... hehe.. this is wat i hope to have long long ago. haha.. coz every cookies consists of love ma. ngek ngek~~~ =p my sis asking me to leave some for her.. omg, i think i cat wait to finished it d... wahahaha~~