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你做事好，可是你做人还是向人学学比较好。。

what can makes me doing so..?

when a person doing something u angry, yet i can forgive...
when a person makes me sad,yet i am received..
when a person makes me cry, i still tok to him the next day once he said sorry...


becoz y....???


becoz i love him....

i'm not happy recently..

i dunno how to tell my feeling.. i am unhappy right now... i juz unhappy ... do u knw y...? did u asked..? or help me solve...? or maybe after tell i will even unhappy ...? or even makes me tink bukan-bukan.. or let u scold coz i like to tink bukan-bukan...? tink bukan-bukan .. mayb juz sked to lost.. but do u knw..? but i knw u angry oni... it is becoz the affair come to me... juz like yesterday... i accident in my hometown... do u knw i am so sked that time.. i dun even shout when i collided... instead shocked by my sis voice... then found that the part of my body seems cant recover... i really so sked... even start to tink how if really happen.. alot and alot of questions start existing in my mind... very unhappy.... worry... then suddenly i received ur msg juz a simple msg.."dun worry, muack" i feel like quite happy coz of ur kiss that already makes me realize u understand wat i tink.. then i telling my heart.. u really knw my worry.. but.. u instead scold me.. do u knw the feeling of that moment... y cant u calm me down not to tink bukan-bukan by giving me some supports.. care... or maybe juz a simple kissing sms.. i already very happy.. yet... wat i get... recently i really very unhappy. u r not dun understand me.. instead u r.. but .. since u knw wat i like to tink and get, y dun u juz show it to me by juz little console or rewards ? do u knw i quite sked about the self-defend that u speak frequently.. but i really ntg can do to change ur mind d... ya, mayb self defend can reduce bully by ppl sometimes.. but.. if facing different person it will become showing us look no manner... i really dunno wat to do.. sometimes.. this makes me feel u r protecting me.. sometimes, i feel this concept frustrated me... since u so understand me, can u read my mind now...? i juz hope u dun too defend for urself or for me.. coz sometimes i feel stress to doing that... sorry... i'm not dun want to tell.. juz that i dunno how to tell.. or maybe i will lose after tell.. coz u sure can using other "reason" to debate and win me... finally.. i seems like din tell... u knw wat.. haha...

unhapppy Apple

i dun understand

i have finish my revision.. but i cant catch what will come out in the exam tmr... hopefully wat i spot will come out lo...

i dun understand wat i study... initially still ok.. when come to lectures 4 then i become very blur... haiz...

god bless me...

i really hope i got a weekend can go home .. its been 6 weeks i din go back Ipoh d.. becoz assignments... discussion.. when i sacrificed my time d.. but sometimes still got ppl go home.. i stay Ipoh oni, y i din go home?? its not becoz a bf in here.. but is i tot i sacrified my time so that assignment can be finished early.. really hope that finished it early so that can meet my mum.. juznw my mum phone me.. asked y i not go home after promised.. suppose this weekend i decide to go home wan.. but i forgot saturday got test... then when i tink back that i nit to rush wat i shud done.. i determinated my decision d... next week??? i tink if i go home will be suffer the whole week... this is y i try to spend my weekend to do discussion. and type my report... since hometown line very mafan...

i oso hope i can like my frens got parents fetch.. got parents come to find them if they din go home.. but i knw my condition.. i wont have this chance...

Apple

3.30am.. again.. i sot liao !!!

.. suppose i slept at 1.30am.. but she slept at 3.15 again... my god !!! I slept at 3.30am like her again.. she not sleep i really cant sleep... u knw...i really so agnry d.. today i woke up , i beh tahan d.. i straight away told i am those kind not enuf sleep will dizzy the next day wan. so i request her to go out study if 2 am like she still study... then she said ok. sigh.. finaly i voice out d.. i wonder y she like so scared i will steal her stuff like that.. she slept oso wana put the key near her on her bed.. my god!!! if local uni, i may do that la,. but then now v r private leh.. this room oni 2 of us got the keys. y still tinking i will steal her stuff like tat.. i already try show her i not scared u steal my stuff becoz i trust u.. but then she alwis locked her cupboard and desk. wah!!! come on... i stay here 1 1/2 year d.., if scare i more scared than u . since i bring alot of things here.. ish... dun wana say d.. go bath 1st. later study..

so lazy...

suppose i am reading something.. but i am so lazy... tmr kuoky will go to ipoh c specialist.. hopefully he will be nothing... next week mid term d.. got 3 test sumore.. sigh... recently i really so lazy.. how? y? sigh... really no idea.. assignment left PR writing. magazine abit.. AV. sigh.. pls la.. i realy do not hope that a work suppose can finish early but then end up like so late ... sigh.. that's y i try finish as soon as posible as every assignment oso nit to hand up in week 10.

i'm so tired to go c doctor again and again...

yesterday me and kuoky went to Kampar Hospital c doctor.. since both of us oso got ellergic nvr recover..i went in the room the doctor asked how long d. i said 2 weeks d..he scolded me y so late oni come. then i told coz i got c doctor , sometimes it come out, somtimes it dun.. finally injection.. me injected on right hand where kuoky injected on left hand.. but kouky got to go Klinic Kesihatan to see doctor again on tmr.. coz at nite the pharmacy closed d.
then today v woke up early.. wait and find... finally v reach... wait again.. c the doctor... she recommend him to go see skin specialist.. in Hospital Besar Ipoh.. Sigh.. v came early ma gud lo.. finally v din cant run away from Skin Specialist.. Kuoky ar Kuoky... what happen to u y u can sick for so long... then MOnday he have to go back there to take letter go Ipoh see Skin Specialist .. his dad will come too.. then gud lo. can accompany him... sigh... becoz of accompany him. i skip my classes today d.. but then, i so tired too .. coz yesterday i oso injected .... how stiff my right yesterday.. sleep oso cant stop the stiffness i have... today wake up early luckily still ok abit.. but ... i really so tired d.. i got little already feel torturing me and my soul .how about him??!... DAD, pls blessing us recover soon... so tiring .. really so tiring ...

Get Well Soon ...

luv,
Mary

i have so pissed off with u d....

its been few days i din have a nice sleep d... my stupid roommate alwis burn the midnite oil.. i wonder y she can alwis study .. early she sleep at 1.30 am.. then 2 am. then now 3 .15am . Wth. i got so pissed off lo.. now u are sharing room with ppl ma. then ,muz be concern about ur roommate oso ... u sleep late but u wake up early becoz of wat ?? wash clothes!!! aiyor~~~ u juz came i dun blaME u so hardworking on ur hschores. but .... u day wash, nite oso wash.. walao!!!! so many clothes meh??? u wask nvm la.. but u wake up early juz to wash clothes. even wake up 2 hours early to wash ur clothes before class. i oso got class wan ma.. u brush ur teeth and go in again wash clothes then go in again bath.. wah!!! then how about i juz spend 15 min to take my bath and to skol??? nit or not.. spend an hour to prepare to skol... geng!! u r very geng!!.. i juz spend 20 minute to prepare for class oni.. aiyor!! u muz be 1st time study at outside.. i wish u cud faster find a nice room to share with ur sis.. i cant bear with ur slow motion. (=.=i).... GOd bless me !!~~ sigh...... since the day u come i have started no nice sleep when i have been dozen off... becoz u come back in the mid nite yet u study again...


sleepless Apple

i hate my work delay becoz of....

suppose i can finish my task early.... but... becoz of some ppl, i cant finish with the time i expected.. i hate... i quite angry.. i angry ppl cant give me the work on the time i set for them... becoz of their late work causes i cant complete the whole task ... i wonder wat u all so busy.. i juz kept listen so busy recently.. but finally there is nothing that i can see wat u have done.. when a leader distributes the task for us.. of coz v cant do it as draft.. wat i want is a complete work not draft. wat for i want the draft? pointless u knw..? v r in university d. r v alwis show the thick face to others, want ppl to push oni v work?? sigh... now i knw y my fren so piss off some of the time... i got others work to complete wan.. pls la...

You 're not alone

U' re not alone

another day has gone
i'm still all alone
how could this be
you're not here with me
you never said goodbye
someone tell me why
did you have to go
and leave my world so cold

everyday i sit and ask myself
how did love slip away
something whispers in my ear and says

that you are not alone
for i am here with you
though you're far away
i am here to stay
but you are not alone
for i am here with you
though we're far apart
you're always in my heart
but you are not alone

]lone lone
]why lone

just the other night
i thought i heard you cry
asking me to come
and hold you in my arms
i can hear your prayers
your burdens i will bear
but first i need your hand
then forever can begin

everyday i sit and ask myself
how did love slip away
something whispers in my ear and says

that you are not alone
for i am here with you
though you're far away
i am here to stay
for you are not alone
for i am here with you
though we're far apart
you're always in my heart
for you are not alone

whisper three words and i'll come running
and girl you know that i'll be there
i'll be there
you are not alone
for i am here with you
though you're far away
i am here to stay
for you are not alone
for i am here with you
though we're far apart
you're always in my heart
for you are not alone
for i am here with you
though you're far away
i am here to stay
for you are not alone
for i am here with you
though we're far apart
you're always in my heart
for you are not alone...

luv,
MAry JANE

i got rashes again..

i gto rashes again when i wake up in the morning.. today my class suppose start at 11pm. but i nit to photostate my resource to my group leader, then i got to wake up early due to yesterday i receiving the msg is been too late d.. so i set my time to wake up early.. after woke up wash my face. but Edward sms me said class canceled and mid term delay to week 8. oh my God. week 8 got 1 presentation and 3 mid term leh!!. so scared lo. this sem really become tougher... 3 subject with 4 credit hours..and oso those i no confident in it... now, my hands and legs got rashes again.. i wonder is it our emotional can affect my body condition... i juz knw.. i got so sad yesterday nite... cried like hell...... not dare to tink wat happen in the next... my heart like million needles pierce thru it.. bleeding seriously.... i start hate myself.... i hate.... i hate the weak of me...

i oso got rashes

finally , i oso got rashes.. that's not wat i hope. becoz i knw once my skin ellergic it can be turn very bad and serious.. the rashed started yesterday nite. today i went to class then break time went to toilet, oh my god!! my "pet pet" got rashs. so itchy . then i told myself muz go see doctor tonite. but after all the classes today and took my bath. my rashes become lesser. then i asked kouky how to prove to doctor i really got rashes seriously in this morning. he said juz go in cases tmr it come out again. so ultimately i got medicine to control it. now better d. and i out calamine lotion d.
so funny, i really can't believe that my body condition same like him. wat i sensitive he also sensitive. whahaha. is this called match or fate? hehe.. hopefully both of us get well soon. whahaha!!!

he got rashes????!!!

Its been 5 days his body got rashes.. i wonder y it sometimes come out but sometimes not.. quite worry... the problem is y his dad oso got.. what is that?? family genes???

tired.. i am so tired...

i dunno how to describe my feeling... my life have turn back to the day i got roommate.. today v din chat whole day d... next monday will be my hard news submission date.. but i dunno wat to write about.. tmr i will use tmr to finish the whole assignment... recently, busy with assignments.. really tiring... i trying my best to finish all my part which has distributed to me... i said i really trying my best to edit it. change in passive form. so that tutor wont think that i copy.. i shud admit my english is not as strong as i wish.. actually my mind is full of alot idea. i can say sometimes my mind can pop out many idea when group member want me give idea for the assignment.. but... i dunno how to interpret it.. now i understand v cant weak in english.... or strong in english but oso no idea. how about both oso weak? this will be very tiring for the group members i tink... i dun like to waste time if in a discussion at the end is no product come out.. that's y in every discussion i oso faster doing my part and submit to my group leader. and oso hope that this action can lead other members to do their parts.. dun want other member stay juz to wait the rest of the member to finish their part but actually v finished our part.. i'm not saying that i'm a perfect group member.. but , at least i wish every1 spending their busy life time to come for dicussion there is something to come out, since evy1 oso nit to complete our own assignment.. thats y punctuality to start a discussion is very important..

Apple, gambateh ba~~!!