i have received my result ytd. i am very happy to know i din fail any subject and i got A- in the subject which is tough... but at nite i show to my sis , she din appreciate my efford and the first thing she see is the D. what subject is this??? today the funny is a small matter can link to argue.. i really so tiring to perform at home... everyday i do my best to do house chores... how can i do all thing in 1 day.. i mop everything. then din cook she demand home cooking... i cook i cant do the rest until she finished work when i started to rest u saw i sit down and show me black face... i really so tiring.. everyday i try my best to reduce the burden.... i do i dont say anything... but did u appreciate..??? u demand more and more higher. and i HATE u so much. since the day i start my uni life every sem break u sure make my holiday worst if not u sure want scold me before the new semester start!!. i try my best to do house chores u not satisfy? if not what u did? din show responsible to what u have use lo. in ur perception my holiday must do house chores !!! i did!!! but what u do??!!! ur perception now is if i help u clean the stuff u used then i consider good??? i did my job??!!! bullshit.. u makes me so angry.. i totally see u din appreciate my hardwork.. then what for i still want make it?? i do just to reduce argue. just simple word then u purposely start argue , ya u are alwis right!! coz u go earn money u alwis right !!! i tell u , pls be appreciate u are using a metal bowl to eat rice. u havent see my job doesnt mean u sacrifice the most!!! i am sick, but i still wake up to clean house!! u keep fit so??? do house chores can help sweat!!! marry soon so big??? let's do together. dont selfish!!! since u start dating u have been being more and more irrational, i really felt is ur bf bring this suffer to me!! coz he manja u!!! and the most i hate is u argue alwis talk about my past my failure. i tell u I NO LONGER THE 1 WHO IS WEAK, COZ I FELL DOWN FROM FAILURE AND I WALK TOUGH AND MAKE MY RESULT KEEP IMPROVE ALTHOUGH IT IS SLOW, but i can say since i fell down the GPA is the best compare with the before i failed please open ur eyes and see i am a girl who is tough!! NOT U ONLY!!! and u !! stop using own perception to think whatever u do is correct!!!! u think is correct!! u are the eldest is correct!! think !!!!
Friday, May 27, 2011
Monday, May 23, 2011
nervous holiday
its been some times i din update my blog d...i wish i can post something more positive yet i still cant deny this feeling... i really so scare me result.... especially my media ethic..... everyday, every moment my eyes jumping makes me feel uncomfortable... and this week result will be release... i cant take it if i fail again.... this time no longer like previous ... sister gonna marry soon. if i fail... financial burden sure increase... and i have to extend 1 more semester. i really really really hope dad u can bless me this time..... if i fail i really cant take it... i had took 1 year time to compensated the subject i failed before d.... please.... bless me..... i hope next blog i post will be a good news ....
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