i lost my freedom to use a room d..

today..when i decide to go eat diiner with my darling... got ppl knock the door and said want to move in. waht the hell man, they bring a bunch of frens to negotiate with me..ish!! want move this and that. i explain and explain. then after i bought my rice , they come again....!! more frens this time!! my darling not around somemore !!finally.. all my furniture not same the position d.. totally seperate like hell. ish!!. haiz... finally i have freely using the room widely for 1 year... wat a chicken she is!!! wat she want not dare to tell at all. all she frens help to voice out!. come on! sekarang bully me ar??!! k, fine.. finally they want the bed seperate then i oso not weak as u all think. u all want seperate but i want the position which my table muz stick with my bed. so i got nonit to take the position which open the door will bang the bed that suck place. but i have chose a place which oni got 1 plug lo... sigh.. need to buy stuff d..
no more our world d.. luckily still my darling.. haha.. if i beh tahan with this gal i can go to his house... kekekek!!!!
bleh!!! bully me la!! i got more new rules to u tim ar!!

老师的赞赏与关怀，就是我的肯定。

谁不曾怀疑自己的实力，
谁不想得到老师对我们的肯定？

虽然自己已选择了自己的科系，难免也会怀疑自己的能力。每次的toturial都希望自己的功课得到老师的肯定，因为这样我才不会怀疑我是否走错路。
今天我问老师assignment的问题。过后老师问我跟得上吗，明白吗。她看见我的疑问？？我就说我有不明我去找她，她说真的吗？哈哈，其实有很多时候我很想找的。只是开学的时候她说她是非常忙。所以，当有疑问时我就会在上完课问咯。不过，我很开心咯，因为今天老师解决了我一直想问的问题。我也与他分享了我在报纸所发现的东西，就是这个过程她那鼓励的方式让我肯定了自己。
我就是这样，这两年来对自己缺乏了信心。隐藏了的就没爆发力，无法呈现。
繁忙的生活充实了自己。累积的功课也无形被了压力。然而最近的我就是缺少了动力。
做起事来就是力不从心了。人生真的需要有人给你肯定。就如：

学业~
爱情~
功绩~

这一切的一切我都在努力。。

孩子上

i have no power to work in this sem..

New sem have been started 3 weeks.. but i still so blur .. weeks 6 have to pass up 3 assignments.. this sem alot assignments to be done. most of the subj oso nit 2 projects.. if oni 1 project that's the assignment have to be done in very big group.. this sem time become so flexible. even when v same tutorial doesn't mean that v will same lecturer. this is the most messy for us... dunno y.. i feel like i still cant match with the new group members. i got lost my motivation.. do u knw i am still blur in certain lectures i attented until now.. 1st is the public opinion.. sometimes i really interested in the course i took. but wen come to different kind of lecturer to teach eventually it will turn out to be something different.. even the projector may oso the problem causes us no mood to listen in the class. u knw where? is DDK1. i hate that class. too big.. and the projector so lousy... frens, if u found out that i have been lazy. pls, do remind me. scold me... sigh....
today is Father's day.. i wish i could have 1 more chance to express myself.. but sometimes.. something is no take 2 in our life. wat's that? is life no take 2.. mayb v might said that love our daddy nonit to wait for father's day to show our feeling.. but sometimes, or ordinally do v really dare to show our love to our dad? if ur dad is the kind of strict 1? so, Father's day or certain season needed for us to express our love. becoz v not dare or shy to show our love to our dad usually. juz a call, it will carve a smile on ur dad's face. he din show doesn't mean he not care. shud v say becoz our dad work for the family even forgot today is Father's day acutally? thats y a simple phone juz to tell him no matter how tough his work yet its worth becoz his children appreciate him. it is so warm and melted his heart~
Dear, today is father's day but ur dad give u a call early in the morning asked u need bookshelf or not. i really never see a father care their son like this. nit dictionary, juz a call next week the dictionary arrived. need to verify ur certificates then he go find ppl to verify it. these kind of thing normally v settle ourselves 1. but ur dad help u. u can see how fortune u r now ? u really full of care and love. DO appreciate him.. juz alwis remind urself why the age for him to retire but he still working. then u will remember his sacrifice is all for his children~ nah, dun say i lo sor ar~ bleh.. mayb man is a kind of animal not easy to express feeling.. hehehe... Happy Father's day to everyone~!!!

Dad, Happy Father's Day~ muack! u there???!

love,
your daugther forever.