my heart is such like million of needles pierce through it.

i am not happy..... i knw i have been very fortunate to meet u.... dunno y.. this week v like more argue d.. or shouldn't say argue.. mayb v have different point of view....... whenever v argue for 1 simple thing ... ya, u will still coax me... and i knw ur heart is true to me.... but.... i dunno y .... my heart start to afraid... afraid of wat...? tink u also understand.... ya... cant deny that i have put alot into this relationship d.. cant even retreat...... instead step even more deeper... and mayb due to this i very care of little tiny thing that v going thru.... even... u tok abit loudly to me i will oso tink that u scolding me..... i knw do u ntg wrong sometimes.... u have tolerance in this relationship.... yet.... i cant control my bad temper.... even wat u tink on last few days ago it was oso wat i afraid the more... i knw u and me also worrying the same thing... even v can tinking till dropping tears.... like u did .... u knw? i am so scared.... i really so scared....... although i knw u wont do that to me... yet i cant stopping myself not to think that question.... not i no confidence on u..... i trust u .. but i am gal... sure will tink bukan-bukan.... can u make me stop tinking that silly question...?? u knw.. wen i knw u asking urself that question i already started to tink nonsense till today d... i really so afraid ......... see, how important u r now even makes me crying wen typing this blog...... becoz of wat?? coz i really so care and scared....... sob....sob..... i hate this week of wat v have been thru....... becoz this week was the week that v have been go thru so long since now which v have many different opinion ....
Apple here to say SORRY OF MY BAD TEMPER ALWIS.

silly MARY JANE